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In my 16 years in education, I can tell you that the job is not always a walk in the park. Sometimes, it can be a barefoot walk on a sharp tightrope. Education is hard. Serving kids is hard. Being open to scrutiny is hard. This is the angst that weighs on the shoulders of educators, but this weight is unfathomably heavier for school leaders. When leading a school, we manage families, politics, the mental and emotional status of students, and the socio-emotional needs of staff in the building. It can be daunting and overwhelming on a good day.

I want to warn you, this is in no way a 鈥渢hink piece鈥� that is going to provide step-by-step tools to manage this condition. I have no answers or magic pill as I鈥檓 a leader that raggedly attempts to piece together my well-being daily. This is written to provide a peek into the concerns I hear from my fellow school leaders navigating the maze of this once-noble profession:

鈥淚 opened my inbox to 565 emails (from two days) and burst into tears.鈥� School leaders answer to everyone and are expected to do so perfectly and immediately. The emails never cease. The knocks on the door don鈥檛 stop. The phones ring. Leaders answer to the board, parents, staff, students, and the larger community. There is literally pressure from all directions and no manageable way to deal with all the constant tugs.

鈥淚 was ready to walk away. It isn鈥檛 even worth it anymore.鈥� Unrealistic workloads and accountability measures have school leaders running for the hills at an alarming rate. Remember when the principal of a school was able to serve an entire family of kids throughout the years? No more. The is about four years. That鈥檚 hardly long enough to engage in consistent school improvement efforts but long enough to make a leader feel like the effort, 70-hour work weeks, and the accompanying stress aren鈥檛 worth it, especially when the salary doesn鈥檛 align with the work.

If you don鈥檛 believe me, Salary.com estimates that the average school principal salary nationally is $114,835. This places the average hourly rate of a principal at roughly 80 dollars for an eight-hour day. That may sound pretty good, until you start factoring in all the after-school meetings, Saturday hiring fairs, fine arts programs, athletic events, PTA meetings, overnight school field trips, and additional summer work. What about the evening and weekend emails that must be responded to right then or the emergency meetings with the school board? Not compensated. If you鈥檙e a numbers person, this is a no-brainer, as leaders aim to improve the quality of our lives by any means necessary, including leaving the field we love altogether.

鈥淚 was tired of ungrateful parents, lazy teachers, the mental gymnastics required to navigate politics. ...鈥� School leaders are expected to be superheroes and on the front lines at all times. Many stakeholder groups depend on the action and reactions of the school leader, and that amount of accountability can be daunting and crushing to both mental and physical health. (Trust me, I know.) Leaders have to reassure parents and community stakeholders during a time when they just don鈥檛 trust the schools. They also must focus on providing intentional focus on support or replacement of staff who simply aren鈥檛 cutting it. All this must be done while making it look easy and seamless. How is a real-life human expected to keep up with these demands?

鈥淢y vision was clouded with the very loud clanging cymbals that were the few disgruntled parents that couldn鈥檛 control me, the staff members that didn鈥檛 earn their paychecks, the board members that had already checked out. ...鈥� As leaders, we are never trained to deal with the outright disrespect and disregard of those we vow to serve. How do leaders manage when parents, students, or even staff fire off obscenities mere inches from our faces? What do we say to our spouses and children when we can鈥檛 make it home because the job is calling? How can we truly care for ourselves amid the chaos? How are we to set and model the vision of the district and school when we encounter so many detractors?

More importantly, how do we manage whole schools and then return home to be parents, caregivers, spouses, partners who are emotionally safe and whole people? These questions go unanswered for the vast majority of school leaders.

It isn鈥檛 as simple as asking people to give leaders a break. We signed up for the job knowing that would never happen. It also isn鈥檛 even as easy as asking for higher compensation, which is far less than what folks expect and what school leaders deserve. As one leader I know said, 鈥淒istrict leadership might show us empathy, but we really need care.鈥�

Leaders need care. This includes (but is not limited to) built-in mental health absences, increased pay, dedicated mental health staffing, and professional learning for the district leaders who are supposed to support these leaders. We deserve it鈥攁nd the schools that we serve deserve cared-for leaders. What district leaders and external stakeholders don鈥檛 quite understand is that a leader鈥檚 tenure has a direct impact on school success.

It has to happen! There has to be a real focus on managing the needs and expectations of those in the trenches. We need work at both the district and national levels to offer leaders care and not just empathy. We have individuals in place at the national level who are brilliant enough to address our screams. We as leaders serve those with the most, as well as those with the least. Who will serve us? Without an overhaul in how school leaders are prepared, regarded, and supported, the leaders might hurt, but it is our children who will hurt the most.